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Friday, January 25, 2008
DRAMA-ohmygod, I don't think I know what I am doing. It is absolutely crazy. Ohmygod, I don't know if I should. Can I imagine myself with him? and what if he rejects? Can I handle the rejection? It'd be a really bad time to put myself through this. But, I have the urge to do so. Somewhat, if I don't act on this impulse now, I know I may never tell him again. So...if I care so much, then I should right? No matter what, he has a right to know. Or doesn't he? Am I being selfish? Pressurising him like that? Maybe he'd say to wait till after exams to talk about this. Alright, hinging on this hope, I'd send the msg now. wish me all the best. Or would I rather he rejects me? Yet, I think it'd be weird to go out with him. ohmygod, I feel so arrow and shield (mao dun) 豁出去了~~~ |